Today started so good, but ended so fucked up.
I'm just really fucked up now with a damned crooked smile, I really don't want to talk, but forcing myself seems futile, it's not doing anything. I just wish tomorrows going to be better than tonight, I'm going to play football, and run with my best bro! Uuuugghh, I just don't want this shit anymoree so tired of it.
Monday, December 19, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
What is Love?
Love, can be described in so many ways
Words are one of them
Like saying it gets you in such a haze
Or hard to grasp like that of a rose stem.
Love, in it's own way is special
Like everyone in this world; we are unique
Like saying Love is a bare essential
Love sets you high like that induced by a drug
Love gives you meaning to lead on in your life
Love can be found in the most simple things; let's say a hug
Love can not be destroyed that easily; you can try, with a knife.
I love a girl, who gives me reason to live
I love her, more than I would ever be able to love anyone else
I love her, that anything just as long as it is for her; I'd give.
She's Nicole Alexandra Borlongan Reyes.
A Starless Night
The night sky, so vast, so dark
No stars in sight
No moon that is stark
Nothing seems to be right
The phantom breeze sighs
As I look down upon the vast ground
Life flashed right by my eyes
And from thereon I know I was bound
To catch life, to flood my veins with it.
Lifeless, Starless, Loveless
Nothing worse than these three put together
I can't seem to progress
Than mere words can come any further.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Vanity, Racism, Discrimination.
Everybody wants to be a part of the in crowd but sadly not everyone can get a slice of the cake, let alone the damn icing from it. But what some of us don't realize is that it's just like "fool's gold" because really it's no point in being with the madding crowd, So what? if you're popular, it doesn't really make you any different from those spending time in the corners staring at the mainstream groups of people with such disgust ridden on their faces.
I just don't know how we outgrew it, not caring how we look like, we were all like that back then when we were kids, now how we look like is all we care about, vanity causes people like me stress, I have to confess I am conceited but it's been with me and I can't blame anyone but myself. I just want to let go of Vanity and my Image, Sad to say that numerous people have posed as to not caring about their images just to get to me, failed in the process.
I wonder, why do we even care about how we look?, how other people see us as? Just to impress them? A good impression?
BULLSHIT. It doesn't make sense, Trying to impress everyone whilst only in reality trying to impress yourself, it's sad to see people trying to fill these empty gaps in their lives with vanity and nothing but meaningless admirers. If looks is all that matters for them, they're on their own. And looking at it this way, those people who you discriminate, just because they don't look good, they're the ones who really know what life really is, they dress only for themselves not for anyone else, they love themselves as they are, they don't want to change themselves, they don't need to impress someone to be able to breathe air, all that matters to them is that they live their life their own way and let no-one change them, and they won't mind that you discriminate them because they know better than to stoop down to the levels of those who are conceited and knee-deep in pictures of vanity.
I don't want to look good to anyone else anymore, I don't want to do things just to impress others, I want to love myself as I am, I don't want to change, I don't want to fit in, I want to stand out, We all are unique, but most of the time we just don't have the guts to go against the status quo and do what you want, wear what you are, express yourself, we never have the guts, we always ask "how will people look at me after I do this?" we always worry about our image, we all want to stay the same way, sometimes we hate someone just because everyone does or just because someone's happy that you hate that person. Sad to say being discriminated just because I like a certain person that alot of people that I know hate for no particular or valid reason is what I'm kind of facing right now. It's really stupid to hate anything or anyone, what makes them so different? yet you talk about not being racist? BULLSHIT. They aren't so different at all, just because he's black we should treat them better than we treat white people? And yet you yabber about being kind to everyone and anti-racism. It's just so sad. Just because a guys voice is high pitched doesn't mean he's gay, If only people would stop being so discriminative and racist, spread love not hate, stop talking bullshit, and start talking sense, maybe we'd all really live our lives to the fullest without regret.
I just don't know how we outgrew it, not caring how we look like, we were all like that back then when we were kids, now how we look like is all we care about, vanity causes people like me stress, I have to confess I am conceited but it's been with me and I can't blame anyone but myself. I just want to let go of Vanity and my Image, Sad to say that numerous people have posed as to not caring about their images just to get to me, failed in the process.
I wonder, why do we even care about how we look?, how other people see us as? Just to impress them? A good impression?
BULLSHIT. It doesn't make sense, Trying to impress everyone whilst only in reality trying to impress yourself, it's sad to see people trying to fill these empty gaps in their lives with vanity and nothing but meaningless admirers. If looks is all that matters for them, they're on their own. And looking at it this way, those people who you discriminate, just because they don't look good, they're the ones who really know what life really is, they dress only for themselves not for anyone else, they love themselves as they are, they don't want to change themselves, they don't need to impress someone to be able to breathe air, all that matters to them is that they live their life their own way and let no-one change them, and they won't mind that you discriminate them because they know better than to stoop down to the levels of those who are conceited and knee-deep in pictures of vanity.
I don't want to look good to anyone else anymore, I don't want to do things just to impress others, I want to love myself as I am, I don't want to change, I don't want to fit in, I want to stand out, We all are unique, but most of the time we just don't have the guts to go against the status quo and do what you want, wear what you are, express yourself, we never have the guts, we always ask "how will people look at me after I do this?" we always worry about our image, we all want to stay the same way, sometimes we hate someone just because everyone does or just because someone's happy that you hate that person. Sad to say being discriminated just because I like a certain person that alot of people that I know hate for no particular or valid reason is what I'm kind of facing right now. It's really stupid to hate anything or anyone, what makes them so different? yet you talk about not being racist? BULLSHIT. They aren't so different at all, just because he's black we should treat them better than we treat white people? And yet you yabber about being kind to everyone and anti-racism. It's just so sad. Just because a guys voice is high pitched doesn't mean he's gay, If only people would stop being so discriminative and racist, spread love not hate, stop talking bullshit, and start talking sense, maybe we'd all really live our lives to the fullest without regret.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
And if ever there was a fight.
Girl: I text you at midnight- to see if you'll stay awake for me
I text you in class- to see if you'll brake the rules for me
I text you to say 'I love you'- because I want you to say it back ♥
Boy: I stay awake for you; just so you know I'm here whenever you need me
I'd break the rules for you; just so you'd know how much I really do love you
I wouldn't text you back; I'd walk up to you, rain or shine and tell you that I love you too. ♥
Let God forsake me.
Let God forsake me
Just as long as you're smiling
I'll leave everything be
I'll keep going and loving.
You mean the world to me
And nothing will change that
Our hearts, I know are meant to be
Meaning I won't have my feelings trampled like a mat
The future, who knows may bring forth
All I know is that I'll be with you
Hand in Hand
Heading to the stars, North.
Where we'll spend the rest of our lives,
A little stardust here and there.
I love you, and that's all I know
I don't want you, I need you
To live and to bear the low
Of what life has to throw
At me.
I'll carry the weight of the world for you,
To keep you smiling, To keep you laughing.
Everything, I will do.
To keep you.
So let God forsake me,
Just as long as you're happy
I'll keep on going and loving you
With this happy and giddy me, inside.
Just as long as you're smiling
I'll leave everything be
I'll keep going and loving.
You mean the world to me
And nothing will change that
Our hearts, I know are meant to be
Meaning I won't have my feelings trampled like a mat
The future, who knows may bring forth
All I know is that I'll be with you
Hand in Hand
Heading to the stars, North.
Where we'll spend the rest of our lives,
A little stardust here and there.
I love you, and that's all I know
I don't want you, I need you
To live and to bear the low
Of what life has to throw
At me.
I'll carry the weight of the world for you,
To keep you smiling, To keep you laughing.
Everything, I will do.
To keep you.
So let God forsake me,
Just as long as you're happy
I'll keep on going and loving you
With this happy and giddy me, inside.
Thursday Morning, Rain is Falling
It's a really really early Thursday morning, I'm stuck with a headache and insomnia.
What to do? what to doooo?
I still haven't finished my manuscript for my book."The Riddler's Heart"
Nothing really left to do but re-write and re-edit the manuscript, after which add another chapter then re-write and re-edit. So far, So good. I guess?. 60'th page and still going.
What to do? what to doooo?
I still haven't finished my manuscript for my book."The Riddler's Heart"
Nothing really left to do but re-write and re-edit the manuscript, after which add another chapter then re-write and re-edit. So far, So good. I guess?. 60'th page and still going.
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